Dillema :|

you might say that i'm standing at the crossroad of my life. i've been recently strucked by a thought of moving to Penang, lovely small city in Malaysia.

 it's not a recent issue actually because my family (my dad in particular) had also considered to move to Penang but not in the not-so-long future, but maybe in the next 5 or 10 years.

by that time, i should have graduated from uni and my dad should have retired.

and so we planned to start everything right from zero there.

but, like what I've said above, i was struckedby a thought yesterday to move there maybe next month or next two months.

because it would be much comfortable later for my dad and my sis if i've already been there for a period of time.

if i didn't move there immediately but after my gaduation from uni, it would be hard for mo to make friends with people since i'm not studying in highschool or colleges anymore.

but, it would be a whole different story if i move there in the not-so-long-future.

even so, it is not without consequences of my choice to move there, it means that i have to let go of my study in my uni (I'm currently an architecture students) and i think i am doing great in my area of study, of course you can't say i'm the best but i'm learning to be.

i would have to start from the beginning(zero point) if i really moved to penang.

so now i'm really faced with two very different choices. but anyhow, life is full of choices, and we must learn to accept that well or we'll be eliminated by this world.

it is not that i don't love this city, Medan. i've been here my whole life, how can i possibly dislike it.

but the atmosphere in penang is completely a different story, it's so carefree, without any pressure or stress.

it has been our family's dream to immigrate ther.

some people might underestimated Penang, saying it's just a small city at the seashore, but i still loved it anyway.

so, the conclusion is i'm still confused about which decisions to take. please leave some comments, okay guys?

X.O.X.O Trecy <3